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5/1/2026

christina šŸ’—:wow we joined are.na in the same year + month

nice to finally meet IRL today!!!

5/2/2026

oh no way! haha I don't know about you, but I have many visceral memories of that period and my first year on are.na - in retrospect it was very formative.

5/2/2026

And great to meet you too! Sorry to have given you such a flippant answer about my Timex Expedition — I will say it was a gift, so I don’t know much about the specs or provenance, but I wear it every day, and I appreciate its analog presence in many small, mundane ways, both practical and sentimental.Ā 

Hope to cross paths again some time soon!

5/2/2026

kiki dot directory:hey i really like your watch what kind is it

5/2/2026

christina šŸ’—:i've never thought about it like "my first year on are.na" but thinking back, it was quite formative for me as well! i transferred to an art school in fall 2020, was starting to learn about design and it's somewhat all documented on are.na haha

5/2/2026

christina šŸ’—:++ cool watch

4/23/2026

lina l.:hey nico!! love your arena index viewer.

out of curiosity, any chance you might add an option to parse the last character of a channel name for the index? I personally like being able to see my channels in alphabetical order, but if it could also parse the last character for the index instead then it could be a nice 3rd way to organize my channels.

4/24/2026

Hey lina, ooo yeah great idea, that way you can keep the views entirely separate if you prefer! I gave it a shot (demo) - let me know if it does the trick 🫔

4/24/2026

lina l.:@nico-chilla it works!!!! thank you for your hard work 🫔 i'm so unbelievably excited about this LOL

4/19/2026

Is there a world, between quantum computing and purported artificial super-intelligence, where the cloud just collapses? Where the bots can fool all of the captchas, and break all our encryptions, such that internet communication and remote storage become unsustainable?

There’s something obviously apocalyptic about that, but very intriguing to me — this reality where adversarial technology becomes so powerful that we can’t be online anymore, and computing becomes more limited, local, analog. I like to imagine us all going back to passing around thumb drives and buying physical copies of media, eliminating all the perversities of the modern web.

4/7/2026

Geologist Joe Cann on responses to the theory of plate tectonics:

One of the great pioneers in this whole business, J. Tuzo Wilson, said ā€œif you want to know whether a ship is moving, you don’t look at the deck, you have to look over the sideā€. And he argued that for hundreds of years geologists had only been looking at the decks of their ships and not the water flowing by. And so they were able to ā€œdisproveā€ — they called it disproof — ocean floor spreading, plate tectonics, by a whole series of arguments based on what they saw on ā€œthe deck of the shipā€. And fundamentally, they were wrong. It was a very funny example of a case where they produced what they considered to be scientific disproofs of a theory, when in fact these disproofs have been falsified.

…We always talk about how science has these theories and they can be ā€œdisprovedā€, but the disproofs themselves can be disproved. So science is a much more fluid thing than just saying ā€œI’ve managed to show you’re wrongā€

4/7/2026

Strong resonances of Feyerabend here

4/3/2026

Finally got around to updating this log to use are.na’s glorious API v3 — hopefully nothing broke!

4/2/2026

William James:

Are not the sensations we get from the same object, for example, always the same? Does not the same piano key, struck with the same force, make us hear the same way? Does not the same grass, give us the same feeling of green, the same sky the same feeling of blue, and do we not get the same olfactory sensation no matter how many times we put our nose to the same flask of cologne? It seems a piece of metaphysical sophistry to suggest that we do not; and yet close attention to the matter shows that there is no proof that the same bodily sensation is ever got by us twice.

What is got twice is the same OBJECT. We hear the same note over and over again; we see the same quality of green, or smell the same objective perfume, or experience the same species of pain. The realities, concrete and abstract, physical and ideal, whose permanent existence we believe in, seem to be constantly coming up again before our thought, and lead us, in our carelessness, to suppose that our ā€˜ideas’ of them are the same ideas…The grass out of the window now looks to me of the same green in the sun as in the shade, and yet a painter would have to paint one part of it dark brown, another part bright yellow, to give its real sensational effect.

4/2/2026

The last part about color is reminding me of how when learning to draw, you have to train your mind away from seeing what you’re drawing as a discrete object, and instead see it as a collection of flat lines and angles. Otherwise we tend towards straight-on depictions with no sense of perspective or scale.

4/2/2026

Just speaks to this Kantian idea (though James himself mistrusted Kant) that sensations arrive in our consciousness already conceptualized, rather than as raw material.

4/2/2026

agnes cameron:ahh, this reminds me of writing about perceptual systems (like what the frog's eye tells the frog's brain) which think about how lots of our sensory apparatus is geared around different kinds of object we are predisposed to see/detect.

4/3/2026

wow this is a great reference @agnes cameron - was digging around and realized I have a meme version of it saved from a few years ago

4/3/2026

agnes cameron:@nico-chilla woahhhh that’s great

3/29/2026

Ezra Klein:

Researchers have drawn a distinction between ā€œcognitive offloadingā€ and ā€œcognitive surrender.ā€ Cognitive offloading comes when you shift a discrete task over to a tool like a calculator; cognitive surrender comes when, as Steven Shaw and Gideon Mave of the University of Pennsylvania put it, ā€œthe user relinquishes cognitive control and adopts the A.I.’s judgment as their own.ā€ In practice, I wonder whether this distinction is so clean: My use of calculators has surely atrophied my math skills, as my use of mapping services has allowed my (already poor) sense of direction to diminish further.

But cognitive surrender is clearly real, and with it will come the atrophy of certain skills and capacities, or the absence of their development in the first place. The work I am doing now, struggling through yet another draft of this essay, is the work that deepens my thinking for later.

2/8/2026

Curbed Architecture critic Justin Davidson on Downtown Brooklyn high rises:

Companies weren’t interested, but renters were. The area has birthed 22,000 new apartments in the past 20 years, making it an inspiration for a strained housing supply. Architecturally, though, it’s one of the city’s great missed opportunities. Vast expanses of aluminum panels and budget glass, slabs that look like they were drawn with a hacksaw, faƧades checkered with air conditioners, stretches of dead street frontage—the whole neighborhood looks like a first draft. Now that the area is no longer one enormous construction zone (though new buildings continue to rise), we can see that it’s become the Olive Garden of New York real estate, offering a mediocre product and plenty of it. If only the prices were commensurately modest. Instead, the extended frenzy of construction has generated an illogical new rule of real estate: As supply increases, so does cost.

Gracious architecture can serve as a form of marketing, which may not be the art’s noblest role, but it’s better than having none. The new towers ply prospective tenants with ever-escalating menus of amenities, reassuring them that (a) they hardly ever need to go out and (b) they don’t need that much square footage of their own. The arrangement offers a cramped kind of luxury and a social life protected by doormen and security codes. The irony of Downtown Brooklyn is that it provides city living for people who don’t much care for the city, except for the parts you can see from high up and far away.

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